MY LAST ONLINE DATING ADD. BEFORE I FACE DEATH
I don't want to be rude but I am getting old and tired:
< What I wrote below is from 30 to 10 years old and hasn’t changed much so I may repeat myself>
LESSON: DO NOT make WISHES, CURSES or COMMITMENTS in gods name or even outloud, HE DOES exist and he has BIG EARS! TRUST ME on this, its like asking a teacher why is the sky BLUE, thats a signal for a lecture, in gods case a LIFE long lecture and after you learn the truth you WILL regret it, and may still be fucked by the question itself.
God clearly HATES IDOLS and if he suspects you have or create one you will be in it for life, that is why every morning after I wake up I am sorry that I am still alive and really hoped I would have died in the night this has been true now for decades! LOVE is a tool of the American BEAST society we live in. NOT GOD.
OLD ONLINE DATING ADDS
AHA Bluedevil a woman on match!, its been so long
That was a joke u know, just wanted to break the ice.
(One of my BIGGEST imperfections)
Yes I am comfortable as a peasant, they get a meager but satisfing life, a wife kids home (eventually paid for) and opportunity to live at pease with bad circumstances and still say “God Bless the US”, this works right up to the point where you are marked for death by lethal confrontation (usually volenteered for), provoked accidental or medical death w/o benefits
“You mean what you say and say what you mean, INCLUDING if I’m not the girl for you”
You aren't the for me - no need for the trouble if that's all it takes!, HOWEVER the BEST marriages and love I've seen were exactly that, and that's the Anomaly of love a course to seek perfection and we (I think) Agree to that.
I have never met BOTH partners in a marriage who say I loved my partner when I got married, in fact the best hesitate when they finally do in the spur of the moment and when tasked clearly DON’T, true about my parents to, but even the bible ays a MAN HAS to PICK (hebrew and greek still I think) the women not even the word TAKE and that was the foundation of “thow shall not sleep with another mans wife” - where sleep is suspect as well - Makes sense now that you know doesn’t it. IN FACT IN MOST marriages today the woman says I did not like him when I first met him it took x years
Most divorce happens because neither partner cared about sharing time, and married the “Guy I worked with” or “he was so cute” or “he married ME” Intimacy is the cherry on top of the ice cream sunday NOT the ICE cream or cup.
I know woman who are still married and haven’t or wouldn’t have ANY intimacy with there husbands who usually get it elsewhere and 1/2 of the ones who do get extra elsewhere. its actually who will make your life worth living, make it better, and at worse occupy space in a positive fashion. Get your divorce papers ready now, indiginous marriages are over 100% in most of the country. Marry an immigrant, your chances improve dramatically even if they are looking for a green card. Thats real stats from 2000 - 2007.
NEVER asked a women to bed and at my most gruesome phase in life I had more than most men would dream in a lifetime and remarkably came out with no more then broken hopes and waisted time.
God has very few rules beyond what you set for yourself, the rest are tools of Social Engineering and fabricated mythologies.
I use to have the Christian Bug, Evil repeats itself, lets hope my decision will produce better results this time.
My Hangup - IF I can't have kids, you get a husband with me that can give May be able to you them OR I get a wife that can give me them, if your Christian The Paul bible suggestion does not float with me, if we can have kids and the love is there I am more than happy to die with ONLY one woman, I’ve got one already then two. (there is one of my givens)
He was a handsome looking man when I traced him down on the Web, but that doesn’t work for me.